“
Lou Reed is dead.” I saw the news where everybody else
saw it — so-called “social media” — and read it aloud. I was
surprised by the catch in my voice, the sudden blurriness of vision.
My wife heard it too. “Oh no!”
“Who's Lou Reed?” asked my daughter.
“A rock 'n' roll singer,” said my wife. “When I first met
your father, Lou Reed was the artist I most associated with him.”
Yes, that was it — exactly. She and I met between
New York
(
w) and
Magic & Loss (
w)
, at
a point when I was completely taken with Lou Reed.
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| 1991: Yours Truly, taking the adulation juuuuust a little too far. |
I'd
heard “Walk On The Wild Side” of course, but
New
York was my first real exposure to Reed.
“Busload
of Faith”
closed an otherwise forgettable movie — I stayed in my seat to
catch his name in the end-credits scroll, and on the strength of
that one track went ahead and purchased the CD.
That
album won me, heart and soul. It catalogued and put into perspective
all the unsettling noises I heard in the hallways of my crappy apartment
building. It catalogued everything I was afraid of and enraged by.
And more than anything else to date, it perfectly catalogued the
vague intellectual apprehensions that were forming in the tension
between my faith and doubts — or rather, “Faith and Doubt.”
Following
that up with the magisterial
Magic & Loss
only deepened my love for the man and his music. I had a lot of
catching up to do, and he obliged me with
Between
Thought & Expression — the
book, and the
boxed set.
And
then, of course, I came to realize I wasn't completely on-board for
the whole of the enterprise. Some of the material was, if you
pondered it for any length of time, downright terrifying. Some of it
was tedious. “Unpleasant” was a term that applied often enough to
keep me from hitting “replay.”
But
“Uninteresting”? Never.
If
you aspired to follow him, he was likely to shake you off — sooner,
rather than later. This middle-class, middle-aged listener's response
to the bulk of Lou Reed's ouevre is, “Mm — more your bag than
mine, Lou. But good on you, man.” The thing is, somewhere in that
massive catalogue is a piece, an album, a single line or image that
absolutely nails
it
for the listener — any listener.
Lou
Reed exuded the sense that there wasn't anything he wouldn't risk for
the sake of his art. Although the risks he took were often so much
greater than those of his compatriots, I'm not sure that's the final
truth of the man. He also exuded the sense that he could be perfectly
candid — but here, too, I'm unsure. The bulk of his candour, it
seems to me, is concerned with other lives, and the risks he saw others
taking.
At
some point you heard him being candid about you — and you either
loved him or hated him for it. Or both.
A
few favourite Lou links:
this 1992 interview, with
Neil
Gaiman,
is rather charming. Also,
Jian
Ghomeshi's
recent radio interview is
here in its entirety, and the un-aired tech
set-up segment in the first four minutes is a rare treat. And of
course there are heaps of mediocre tributes besides my own, but
really — how can hacks like us possibly top the legendarily
tempestuous
back-and-forth between
Lou
Reed and Lester Bangs?
We can only link, in awe.
Finally,
here is Lou's website — dude took a good picture right to the end.